It’s really no secret that I have an intimate relationship with setbacks. They are, in fact, a natural part of life; however, I feel that I’ve had more than my fair share of them. In the most respectful way possible; I believe that upbringing has something to do with these setbacks. Setbacks…lack…disadvantages…I believe that some cultures have more of them than others.
Personally, I was raised to be a Christian. We went to church, we tithed, fasted, shut in, read the bible, prayed, and of course- we waited on the Lord. We prayed and waited on jobs, we waited to hear from God about business opportunities, we waited for blessings, we waited to use our gifts, we waited…and waited…and waited. And now, I’m almost 40 years old and I sadly have nothing to show for those years. No, those decades of waiting.
I am not thinner, more successful, wealthier, or even happier. But I am hungrier- and wiser. I’ve decided that I am not waiting anymore. I’m not waiting to hear that I should start a business, I’m not waiting to go back to school, I’m not waiting on another thing. I’m done waiting! Just done.
I have plans for the rest of my life. I plan to be a career woman, an outstanding mother, a business owner, a brave warrior, a published author, and a humble beast in the best health of my life. I am not waiting. I have waited long enough. From today forward, my best years are ahead of me. I am free of waiting, procrastinating, and self doubt.
It’s time.
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